Another lesson learned.

ya know, its amazing how we blame ourselves. It always seem certain that cosmically its my fault things are a mess. I tried so hard to be big about this situation and not get to sensitive or emotional about it. That seems to be the hardest mountain to climb with a guy as your best friends. I'm always teetering on that notion that "I'm one of the guys" or I'm "too sensitive" to situations. I've given it time, and I've given it thought and I'm not quiet sure why we've grown apart. I'm just trying to make sense of the situation. But its impossible to do it without the other persons input. It's just human nature to try to make sense of things. Random things. I think the scariest thing is realizing that sometimes bad things just happen. no reason. no purpose. They just occur. and we're left to pick up the pieces. I guess thats what we're doing all the time. Just picking up the pieces the best we can.
Life's perfect, but it isn't perfect if you don't know what the struggles for....
Falling down isn't falling down if you don't cry when you hit the floor
I believe it's called the past 'cause I'm getting past
and I am nothing like I was before... I'm slowly getting passed another lesson learned.